Grey Walls
So, when pressured to answer why I am angry, what I am feeling, or where all of this crazy comes from, I come up silent. “Quick! Don’t think – just answer!” Remember that episode of friends where...
View ArticleWhat Not to Say to Your SINGLE Friends
If you think you are alone in idiotic advice from well-intentioned friends, church members, and even strangers, think again. I have on several occasions called us “fertility challenged” women to...
View ArticleIn Saying Goodbye…
“Opportunities like this give us the chance to push the pause button in life.” The minister of Saturday’s memorial service spoke these words, and it was true. Somehow, sitting in a room full of people...
View ArticleA Wound I Have Not Let Heal
For over two and a half years, I have written this blog. Perhaps I have taken a couple breaks where I put in some sporadic posts, but I always come back with a bang. I have more words to spew at you...
View ArticleHigh FSH SUCCESS Stories; Have Hope!
Without even trying, I have found several high FSH success stories that I needed to share. Some are natural success stories, some with assisted reproductive technology or hormones, and some have even...
View ArticleDo We Really Deserve Happiness?
Happiness has become our God. Our addiction. Like a heroin addict reaching for a dirty needle to get a fix, everything from our music, to our relationships, to our laundry detergent is supposed to...
View ArticleBlonde and Boozing. Medicine for the Soul and Body.
I just want to know who I am. I just want my health back. I just want to feel things. In lack of knowing how to find my coconut, I reached for instant gratification in a bucket of bleach and a bottle...
View ArticleDesperate to Be Heard
Occasionally here I ponder what I am, and who I am. I wonder if I have any worth if I do not blog, if I do not tell you how hard some days are for me, and how hopeful other days are. I ask myself why...
View Article#IF ONLY.
IF. I-F. If. If only… IF ONLY I believed. If only I believed in my art enough to pursue it until I was ravaged by the creative force as much as I have let depression ravage me. IF ONLY I believed in...
View ArticleLeap. Love, Be Grateful, and Just Leap.
*Today is my Daddy’s birthday.* Yesterday I explained. A lot. And today, I leap. ******************** Actually, I leapt two weeks ago, when I finished writing everything my heart has experienced,...
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